Don't worry, this has nothing to do with quitting art stuff. Lemme provide some context: I've been living with my aunt since last August, and it's been pretty nice. Except for one thing: My cousin likes to use the downstairs bathroom for hours and hours, every single fucking day. Now that wouldn't be such a big deal if she didn't play such obnoxiously loud music. She plays it so loud, in fact, that she has it blast through the whole goddamn house. You could hear it coming from fucking OUTSIDE!! I've confronted her about this time and time again, yet not once has she ever let up.

So I tried to cut a deal with her. I'd let her blast all the music she wanted on ONE condition. I made her a playlist of all my favourite songs, as well as songs that I feel like she'd enjoy, so I figured if she played music we both sorta liked, then we'd have no problems. Unfortunately, she never played a single song from the playlist. Not one. I eventually went to my aunt about this, but she won't do shit about it. She tells me she's just as annoyed about it as I am, but she's too much of a spineless chicken shit do to anything. It's not like I can move out, and I can't just get rid of the speakers, they're not mine.

So y'know what? I give up. I'm done. I fold. She wins. I won't bother bitching to her about the music anymore. I've learned my lesson. It's a waste of time, she's a dumb bitch who doesn't care, and frankly I don't have the energy to even be angry anymore. I just wish I could make myself deaf on command.